Going against the grain of being a good girl

When stepping into your true self fears and discomfort show up in full force.  Creating a charm bracelet as a gift for my daughter was easy.  I do creative things all the time.  My glue gun and I have made some very interesting works of art.  Designing my own bracelet and printing a gift book with my words was the awakening of my fears.  Once I put my heart and soul out for the world to see I was in a different league!  I quickly was up against the walls I spent my entire life creating!  Without taking a sledge hammer to them, I would never get to achieve my dream!

I wanted to be a good girl growing up, at least for the most part. Â I enjoy the feeling of doing things right, being liked, and hearing that I am loved. Â Honestly, we all do. Â We are taught not to talk to strangers for our safety. Â We are encourage not to bother people too much with your wants or desires for they are busy. Â We are taught to not ask for or discuss money for it is rude. Â I am a parent and taught much of the same things to my kids. Â I am a caring and loving person who wants to follow most of the rules of my childhood and be liked.
Being liked, following the rules of your childhood, and starting a business to pursue your dreams DO NOT go hand and hand! Â Actually you have to do everything you are taught not to do. Â I have to talk to strangers about what I am doing all the time. Â I created something that does not exist. Â If I don’t tell anyone then no one will know. Â I have to ask for help. Â If I don’t then I can’t move beyond my own knowledge base. Â Oh, and that knowledge base is health care. Â The closest thing I had come to selling in the past was encouraging patients to participate in therapy. Â I have to talk about money and try to get people to buy my product. Â If it does not sell I can’t fulfill my dream of making a positive impact on self esteem of women and girls. Â So what do you do? Â Feel the fear, acknowledge the risk, and do it any way!
I am uncomfortable every time I choose to break the rules of childhood. Â It gets easier because I gain experience in doing it. Â The biggest thing for me is that in moving through the fear and discomfort to take action is worth it! Â I am taking steps every day toward my dreams and goals. Â You can too!



